So...I am currently waiting in my car as my bff sobers up.
As I wait...I am left with my own thoughts. And right now I am not in the best state of mind.
You know what it is? People. More specifically...men. Wait I should say...boys. Because I have yet to meet a man. Hah.
Seriously dating sucks. I truly do wish I can just fast forward a little. Skip the dating.
I am 25 and am getting a whole lotta life lessons all at once. It is overwhelming.
I am bummed about a certain person. I thought he was different. But now I just do not know. Who knows I could be jumping to conclusions and he is just super busy. I'll give him the benefit of the doubt.
I am just being a Negative Nancy. Hey I can't help it. It's what I do best. I guess it is because I have been let down a few times...it feels routine. I should be used to being ignored by now. It's nothing new. But everytime it does happen it brings me down a little bit more.
Whatever I guess.
My heart is fragile and I put it in Gods hands. I have faith he will take care of it.
It does hurt though. And being emotionally hurt is the worst pain.