Saturday, July 31, 2010

Cousin Hangout 07.30.2010

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

An email a day...

makes me happy. Hahaha. So far Joshy and I have been corresponding via email at least once a day.

When I get an email from him my pain seems to go away...even for a split second. He makes me smile =]

I've sent him short videos of myself just randomly talking and saying that I love him and miss him...gotta love technology today.

I really do miss my sailor.

Currently I am at work on my lunch break. I am in so much pain it is absolutely redonk. I can't sit still. It hurts just to sit. I have a doctors appt this Friday. Hopefully everything is all good.

Seriously car accidents are no bueno. LOL.

<3 Jesse

Sunday, July 25, 2010


My poor Altamina is in junkyard heaven.  So it is time for a new car. It really doesn’t matter to me what kind of car, as long as I can get from point A to point B.

Here are some pictures of what kinda catches my interest. =]


Honda – Accord


Dodge - Charger


Hyundai- Sonata (My bestie has this car. I must say it is very pretty.)

Home-ing it hardcore.

Another mellow Sunday.

I am still sore and swollen all over and bruises are starting to appear. I have  a gnarly one across my abdomen where I had my seat belt on. Hurts like crazy. Lol.

I received an email from my Joshy early this morning. Totally made my day. Even after a long 24 hrs, he still managed to email me before getting some sleep. I know I say this over and over again…but I really do miss him. Ten months better go by quick or I will bust a cap on someone. LOL!

I think I will be going back to work on Tuesday. My hours were used up for the day of the accident. So I am going to take the hit and have a day with no pay. I’m not ready to go back tomorrow. I thought I was.

I didn’t make it out to church this morning with my parental unit. It is still a little hard for me to sit down and stand up. I told my Mom I would just go to The Flood later tonight, but she said no. More specifically she said “Jessamyn, you can go next week.” Hahaha. When she says my first name…she is mad. HAHAHA! I love my Mother.

Right now everyone is gone. Mom and Broski went to Bestbuy and Dad went to buy food.

My Nanay is in the hospital. She is in the ER and is having some tests done on her kidneys. I pray she will be okay and get out of there asap.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Hospital Visits.

While I was in the hospital amazing people visited me. My family came over and visited me. My best friends came
and visited me. Annnd my boyfriend visited me.

My cousins and auntie Rosalie were the first to visit. They stopped by the hospital
before heading to my Inays house. They came straight from LA. I love those kids.

Second my auntie Alpha and Lewie came. Lew gave me a small teddy bear, who I named Quantico (my trauma nickname).

Junbug came next. Awesome seeing him, great buddy!

Then Ra and Krod came! My besties! I was happy to see those two knuckle heads. Lol. Always fun times with those two. I missed them and was happy they came and visited me.

Lastly, my dearest Joshy visited me around 11pm. Auntie Alpha called his ship so they can inform him of my accident. They never relayed the message. Joshy found out from auntie Alphas text message and voicemail. Josh was kinda concerned about not getting the message so he talked to his chief. And went through some
other people and they gave him permission to leave and visit me. He had to be back by 2am. My Dad picked him from the base and brought him over. It was so great to see him before left. He mos def made my night =]

He sailed away Friday morning and I miss him so much.

<3 Jesse


I really miss my Joshy. Ten months is such a long time. Butt I will wait patiently for him. I love him so much.

<3 Jesse

Friday, July 23, 2010

Car Accident 07.22.2010

<3 Jesse

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Last night with Joshy.

I am sad and he has not even left yet. Right now he is sitting across from me on his laptop and I am on mine blogging away.

He took me to Sunset Cliffs today, but there was no sunset. Haha. It was cloudy all day. But it was still nice to see the ocean and just to be there with him. We took pictures and he took video. Lol. It was really, really nice to be there with him. We talked, goofed around and just held each other =]

I love him so much and I am sad he is leaving me for possibly 10 months. I do understand that he has to serve his country…he is property of the US Navy. Lol. I am just sad to have him leave me for so long.

The first year of our relationship he will be away at sea. This will be a test to our relationship. I will be here when he returns…I made a promise to wait for him.

I am going to miss him so much.

I am hoping 10 months will fly by. I gotta keep busy so that I am not always thinking about him being so far away.

I am going to blog regularly again. I miss writing.

I am going to drop him off at the base. I am not going to cry! I am so not going to cry! What am I saying…I am totally going to cry.

Our promise rings <3

<3 Jesse

Sunset Cliffs

07.21.2010 with my love.

<3 Jesse

Tuesday, July 13, 2010


Today Joshy went underway and he will be gone until Thursday. Then he has duty Friday. So I will not see him until Saturday. Ugh. I miss him. Like for reallys miss him and he's only gone for a few days. When he's gone for 9 months I don't know how I'm going to handle it. Sheesh. Seriously it is going to be tough cookies.

<3 Jesse

Monday, July 12, 2010


Only 11 more days and my dear Joshy will be sailing the ocean blue. I am sad that the first year of our relationship he will be at sea. This will be a test to our relationship. I love him dearly. And I have complete trust in him.

Golly it is going to be hard to say bye. It is not goodbye…its pretty much SEE YOU IN 9 MONTHS.

I love Joshua Matthew Miller <3

Saturday, July 10, 2010


Josh and I have promise rings...and in the inside of the bands -

J&J 6-14-10

is engraved.

<3 Jesse

Friday, July 9, 2010

I <3 Him.

July 4, 2010 - USS Halsey

<3 Jesse